long time ago

hi guys it's almost 6 months since my last post _o_ really miss it! and finally tonight i'm back and maybe it just because i'm so bored and maybe i won't post anything for tomorrow and the days after tomorrow hahaha ah ya sudah banyak sekali hal yang terlewatkan yang gak sempet gue tulis disini.....gue sekarang udah kelas 12 loh tahun depan udah masuk kuliah di FKUNPAD (amin!), trus gue sekarang udah gak galau-galau lagi dooong, trus gue sekarang udah gak sekelas dan gak sebangku sama lidya, sekarang gue sebangku sama anita, trus lagi gue sekarang punya geng (caelah bahasa gue geng coy-_-) namanya GADGET GIRL yang anggotanya gue, natali, sandra, sarah, lidya, gita dan miang! dan sekarang gue kangen ngablu sama mereka-_- trus temen gue noh si dea udah pindah ke aceh huhu and the last one is..... *drumrolls* i'm 17th!!! but i still don't have my KTP huuuu.... aduh ngablu banget ini gue gatau mau nulis apaan lagi haaah ehiya gue sekelas lagi sama gede loh....dan dia adalah mantan temen sebangku gue wkwk sekarang udah cerai tapi, dia sekarang duduk sama hanung dan mereka sekarang jadi duo penganiaya gue-_- mereka ditambah dika, ridho, agum, dan ucok demen banget nganiaya gue hadeeh emang ye always be a victim banget gue _o_ oiya trus gue sekarang les di quin loh bukan di maestro lagi hehe dan gak cuma quin sekarang gue di bta 8 pondok pinang juga, maruk banget ye hahaha sebenernya itu terjadi karena 1 dan lain hal (bahasa gue asoy)~ aaa syudah ah gue mau nonton 'remember me' dulu, lama banget gue nyari dvd itu dan sekarang saya mau kembali ke alam saya (serem amat-_-) see ya next......year! wish all the best for me, wish me be a doctor guys! FKUNPAD selalu dihati♥♥ see ya soon!

kisses, Maria Ulfah

why is kenapa

selamat tahun baru and happy new year~ selamat ulang tahun dan happy birthday for my mom that was birthday on 2 January, i luph u mom :*let's begin our story :

# kenapa, kenapa jakarta selalu macet?
# kenapa orang indonesia kalau gak makan nasi belum bisa dibilang makan?
# kenapa di belakang truck gambarnya selalu cewek sexy?
# kenapa gue harus pulang ke rumah padahal besoknya gue kembali lagi ke sekolah?
# kenapa orang gak pernah puas sama apa yang dia miliki?
# kenapa kalau anaknya baik pasti dibilangnya "kan kayak mamanya" giliran jahat malah gak dianggep anak?
# kenapa bu harni kadang galak kadang baik?
# kenapa gue suka sama temen gue? -____-
# kenapa gue buta tentang denah jalanan?
# kenapa dunia berputar?
# kenapa gue gak ngerjain pr tapi malah ngepost sampah di blog?
# kenapa besok hari kamis?
# kenapa gue pendek?
# kenapa warna ungu disebut ungu?
# kenapa komik doraemon banyak banget macamnya?
# kenapa einstein kalo foto sukanya melet?
# kenapa lu gak bisa jilat ujung sikut lu sendiri?
# kenapa ayam sama telor masih belum ketahuan yang mana duluan ada?
# kenapa susu stoberi dan yogurth milkuat tutty frutti nikmat?
# kenapa meynard peringkat 1?
# kenapa gue ulang tahun tanggal 11?
# kenapa dajjal vs ballet?
# kenapa lu masih baca sampah ini?
# kenapa tidak kita sudahi saja semua ini?

kenapa kenapa-kenapa diatas bisa jadi kenapa-kenapa, padahal kenapa-kenapanya nggak kenapa-kenapa terus kenapa dia dikenapa-kenapain tanpa tahu kenapa dia kenapa-kenapa???

kisses, Maria Ulfah

#2010memories

#2010memories is one of trending topic (TT) on twitter

YAY! Today is the last day in 2010. In 15 hours and 10 minute again, 2011 will come yippiy! C'mon let's say hello to 2011 and wish we will be a better person and we will get everything more better than this year xixixi ah ya my twitter just hacked by stranger! eeerrgh his/her tweets are so annoying, and I'm so sorry for that ya guys (my followers)! once again, sorry ya guys :( ah ya btw I wanna share about my #2010memories ehee let's cekidot (bahasa kaskus):

#2010memories In January there were Ami's and Culay's surprise party! and then we went to Cipondoh to made a short movie xixixi and then I'm still in touch with him loh -_-
#2010memories I had lots of cool tasks that made me like this, stress and mad! wkwk
#2010memories I really thanked to God coz I had a cool and superduper kind classmates hehe and I hope we'll be best firend till we die \m/
#2010memories I'm 16 yrs old! u,u almost be a woman, but.....I still wanna be a kid T_T
#2010memories I got suprise party from my friends and I got lots of presents from them!
#2010memories I got science program! uyee
#2010memories I met "another him" and now I think I'm in love with him wakakak (bullshit! don't believe it)
#2010memories more fat and I hate it >,<
#2010memories I got DSLR camera! That's a Sony A-200 Camera♥ and I got new iPod too♥
#2010memories My first cell phone in this year is nokia n70 and then nokia n73, and then SE g700, and then nokia E63 (just a month) and then now i'm using Blackberry smart phone Javeline/8900 type ^_^
#2010memories I've a cool, cute and unyu friends! Like lidya, tania, gita, dinda, rara, rani, dea, dhea, anin, ayini, arum, sandra, sarah, dara, aal, denny, ami, arik, gede, doni, among, ari, akbar, aaaa etc! I've many friends wekekek
#2010memories I went to  Makassar, Bali, Surabaya, and SCHOOL! yeah!
#2010memories sweet, sour, salty, the flavour is crowded! (baca : manis, asem, asin, rame rasanya!)
#2010memories more better than 2009! and I wish 2011 will be more better than 2010! :3

yay that's all, and I hope tonight I will be a great new year eve! ya even though till this time I still don't have a fix plans, cause my parent still galau-_- he eh now see ya! Happy New Year fellas!

kisses, Maria Ulfah

boredoooom, duar!

Merry chirstmas and happy new year y'all, hopefully in 2011 we'll be more better than this year, yippy! and merry christmas for my luph Logan Lerman♥♥ hell yeah i'm falling in love with him (again) huahaha gara-gara nonton percy jackson nih-_- ah ya, in this holiday i just spent my time in my room to watch lots of movies, read lots of comics and novels, download lots of songs and bbm-ing, texting messages and msn-ing with my friends huauaua too lazy to go to somewhere 'cause there's nobody that can fetch me from this hell house wakiwawkauwua during my bored holiday, what movies that i've been watched? i don't remember about it-_- hm but as i recall, i've been watched percy jackson movie♥, avatar (yang biru-biru itu!), sex and the city 1, bedtime stories, love at first hiccup, fred the movie, despicable me, kick-ass, laskar pelangi, johny english, princess diaries 2, aliens in the attic, eat pray love, etc (i'm forget) ^_^

btw i've some plans for tomorrow, that are go to car free day with my friend, buy some dvds, watch movies (again), but......it will be fail cause tomorrow afternoon i will go to Surabaya with my family by train. yeah at the first day of holiday my dad said "we will go to there", then a few days ago my dad said "we won't go to there in this holiday, maybe in your first weekday" and then yesteday he said "we will go to there in sunday!" shit my plans will fail-__- and byebye my lazy holiday, i'll miss you huahahah ah that's enough, i wanna continue my sleep again haha i've been slept +-11 hours, today *buffalo! wakakak ok bye btw i will kill lidya cause her pp~ bonus for today :

 *Logan Lerman♥*

 *Devon Werkheiser♥*

kisses, Maria Ulfah

insomnia!

hoam, it's 4:59 a.m now, but i haven't slept yet even felt sleepy, damn! I just afraid that i will get fever, flu and headache again huaaah i just wanna enjoy my holiday, sleep in the midnight (even though the fact is in the morning-_-), and wake up in the afternoon hahaha yeah in bahasa gaul it called "kalong" (kalo kata lidya, manusia kampret wkwk) yeah honestly i don't have a great idea to write down, here. i'm updating my blog just because of my friend, gita. sebenernya semalem gue iseng-iseng ngajakin dia begadang karena gue kira dia gabakal kuat soalnya biasanya jam 1 dia udah tepar, eh taunya dia bisa ngimbangin gue sampe jam segini (udah kebiasaan insom sampe pagi soalnya) wkwk but wew i'm salute with you git hoho tapi sayangnya dia malah galau ditengah kegelapan malam yang dingin ini-_- kita sempat nge-room bertiga sama aal di msn, tapi akhirnya aal left us because his fuckin blackberry wakaka yasudah tinggal gue berdua gita, dan dia kembali galau haha kesian sekali anak ini u,u semaleman dia cuma ngebahas masalah lovelife, 3 kali make a wish disaat waktu menunjukkan angka yang sama, contoh 01:01, 03:03 dan 04:04! it's unique, so i followed her wkwk gue daritadi cuma download lagu, baca komik, denger lagu, mantau twitter fb dan msn, msnan sama gita, makan, nonton dvd, dan smsan sama orang wkwk absurd banget kegiatan gue-_- and now? i don't know what will i write (again). hm i just wanna make a wish to God, and I hope the God will answer my prayers hmm God, please help gita to solve her problem and help me too hehe give the best way for us and bless us please! Amin! okay that's all it's time to....try to sleep cause it's almost morning and see ya later byebye :*

kisses, Maria Ulfah

demam disney!

hella fellas! seharian ini bener-bener deh ngerasain liburan yang true holiday! huauaua bener-bener bisa nikmatin stay at home nonton tv, makan, online, tidur tanpa pikiran "gue kesekolah jam berapa nih?" atau pun "aduh pr belom gue kerjain nih" wahahaha bener-bener feel free banget, God~ u.u dan akibatnya gue terkena demam disney dan America's Next Stop Model wakakaka dan kayaknya virus ini juga nyebar di lidya dan aya wahaha klik aja namanya, ntar blognya muncul dan lo bisa liat mereka kecanduan dimananya u,u ehiya i wanna share the top 10 songs in disney movies! check it out *gaya mtv*

1. Circle of Life - OST. Lion King
2. When You Wish Upon a Star - OST. Pinocchio
3. A Whole New World - OST. Aladdin
4. Beauty and the Beast - OST. Beauty and the Beast
5. Kiss the Girl - OST. The Little Mermaid
6. Someday My Prince Will Come - OST. Snow White and the Seven Dwarves
7. Colors of the Wind - OST. Pocahontas
8. Feed the Birds (Tuppence a Bag) - OST. Mary Poppins
9. Zip-a-Dee-Doo-Dah - OST. Song of the South
10. You'll be in My Heart - OST. Tarzan

*souce kaskus!* and yeah i recomended number 1, 3 and 4, and 9 for you! i think that songs are best of the best ;) and if you want to download it, just click the tittle of the song that you want because i've insert the link for download that song hehehe please enjoy it yaw! and yeah lidya and i have a same dream, ya we really want to go to Disneyland! yeah Disneyland guys hahaha and i hope someday we will go to Disneyland together, amin :*

btw, gue lagi males nyalain hp selama liburan ini, jadi kalau ada yang penting kita telepatian aja ya (?) haha banyak alasan buat gue gak nyalain hp, salah satunya karena.........males haha yay that's all and please pray for me semoga gue gak kena vertigo ya, soalnya udah seminggu ini kepala gue pusing but i've no time for check up to the doctor, so please pray for me guys! byeeee

kisses, Maria Ulfah

love letter

yihaaa, seharusnya hari ini tuh jam kosong, tapi karena nilai anak-anak sekelasan gue syuram dan ajaib semua jadilah tadi kita harus remedial dan ulangan harian yang belom-__-- males banget sih sebenernya, tapi ya apa mau dikata, nilai udah jelek kagak ikut remed sama aja bunuh diri u.u ehiya kemarin gue nonton rapunzel! keren banget, sayang sekali si aal gajadi ikut nonton karena harus ketukang pijet wakakakak trus gede juga gajadi ikut-_- hahaha btw i wanna share my freaky silly and nasty love letter-_- i made this because ms.D's taks....let's check it out

Jurangmangu Permai

Tangerang, 15224

Tangerang, 27 October 2010

Dear somebody I loved,   
   Hi, how are you? Hope you will always feel good. Do you realize we haven't talked in a several months? Haha, honestly I really miss the time when we were playing together, when we were going somewhere together, when you and your friends were joking around me, when we were chatting and texting messages and when we were still being a classmate.
   At the first time I met you, I though you are a misterious guy, but honestly you were a funny guy and maybe for that reason I started to like you, and maybe to love you. But I know, I won't ever be your hm.... girlfriend hahaha. But for sure, I really happy because we ever had a cool friendship!
   Now, when I see your smile, it feels like I see thousand fireflies and I don't know why, I always think that every moment spent with you is the moment I treasure, like Aerosmith's song. Hahaha. C'mon now please let me to say 3 words that I always want to tell you... "I Love You". I love you just the way you are♥

truly yours,

Maria

hell yeah, I made this (almost) from my true story-_- honestly i'm too shy to show it but now i really wanna post something but i've no idea! so....ya here it is hahaha and fyi, i got 85 for this freaky, silly, and nasty love letter wakakak yeah and now i must study because tomorrow i still have a lot of remedial-_- even though tomorrow is classmeet! yeah byebye and miss ya smoochy :*

kisses, Maria Ulfah

finally

yeah finally i've just finished my fvckin' final exams with "kegalawan stadium akhir"-__- before i do the physic and deutsch exams, i thought "hey i can do it easily" and then when i read the paper the only one i thought just "i really need remedial!" woogh it's so so sooooo difficult for me-_- syuram yekan hoho belom lagi jermannya kayak tehe susah bener bahasanya, pas listening aja gua cuma dengan "holla....." dan "tschus!"-,- syuraaaaam syediiiih syekaleeee wahahaha ehiya tadi rani arum lidya dan gita habis ke rumah gewe, kita menggalau dan menggila bersama melepaskan penat di dada dan rabu besok insyaAllah mau nonton rapunzel with lidya rani dea gede aal gita and other.

yesterday i went to bali with my family, even though just 3 days and 2 nights but it makes me fell so fresh u.u banyak bule-bule ganteng yang topless lagi wakakak cutey cutey sekali loh disana bulenya, kalah deh yang koreanish-koreanish itu (?) foto nyusul yeaaah and now i wanna continue bbm-ing and txting message with ma friendz, see ya later pals

kisses, Maria Ulfah

idul adha!

holla! ich bin Maria, dan saya lagi mau bacot hoho hm selamat idul adha buat yang merayakan yaaaa, minal aidzin wal faidzin hoho :* hari ini lebaran tapi gak kerasa kayak lebaran-_- solat iednya aja gua di sekolah eww dan itu juga pagi-pagi sempet berantem dulu sama emak ckck aaa sebenernya gue mau ganti banner sama bg tapi i have no idea u,u give me some ideas dooong hehe sebenernya tadi udah buat banner gitu, cuma jadinya cacat banget jadi males ganti deh haha


aaa besok gue kembali sekolah, sebenernya berat hati buat kembali kesekolah, tapi ya gapapalah besok pelajarannya gak se-horror hari senin jadi nyelow aja hoho lagian si diksky mau bawain susu stoberi buat gue ^_^ luph yu dikzzz wekekek eaea si manusia uye gak bales msn lagi, ntah chat gue gak masuk atau emang dia males gatau dah, udah gak peduli daripada gua galau mending gausah dipikirin yegak haha btw gue lagi suka sama lagu smile-nya uncle kracker u,u dan paling suka pas bagian "you make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe. shine like gold, buzz like a bee" entah kenapa deh-_- oke cukup deh bacotnya, see later! mau ngajarin adek gua bahasa inggris doloe ohoho byebye *ini post gue ke 90 loh-_-*


kisses, Maria Ulfah

randomnya ababil

holla! i'm back dari persemedianku wakak dan entah mengapa gue berasa beneran hilang ditelan bumi, abisan gue gatau ada berita apaan aja-_- mulai dari gunung merapi, mentawai, dan wasior (jujur baru tau tadi siang dari lazyo-_-) kenapa? karena lagi lagi bbm gue mati dan gue gapernah nonton Tv wakakak kesian dah gua.....(bahasa balet) btw besok gue banyak pr loh dan banyak remedial tapi ntah kenapa gue malah ol saking malesnya belajar hahaha don't try it at home ya ;p


sebenernya gue bingung mau update apa, ini aja gue post blog karena saking bosennya aja berhadapan sama kimia dan matematika-_- ah ya ntah kenapa dari pagi gue kepikiran sama backstaber haha ntah kenapa kadang gue ngerasa temen-temen gue yang bilang "benci banget gua sama backstaber kayak dia"......dan nyatanya apa? hell ya lo omongin si "dia" itu dibelakang dia juga kan? dan artinya YOU ARE A BACKSTABER LIKE YOUR FRIEND! hahah and honestly, of course i'm a backstaber, too! di dunia ini gakada orang yang gak pernah ngomongin temennya sendiri dibelakang orangnya itu haha jadi jangan sok suci aja kalo kata gua mah (songong-_____-) eh btw gua gak nyindir siapa-siapa loh ini, tiba-tiba aja pengen nulis gini wakakak ah ya, i'm a backstaber, and please be careful with me but honestly gue jarang kok-_- kecuali udah kelewat kesel wakaka peace ^^v


hm...ntah kenapa gue juga lagi kesel sama beberapa orang, kenapa? abisan mereka nyebelin! gapernah nongol tau-tau mau dapet posisi enak, dikira apaan? gua mah kasian yang sering dateng aja sih, gaenak juga kali haha mereka dateng disaat enak? wow that's really unfair guyz.....ckckck oya hobby baru gue sekarang jadi anak metal-_- dengerin musik dari iPod gue bersama lidya disepanjang waktu, nongkrong di jco bp cuma buat numpang ngerjain pr, dan rajin minum susu stroberi wakakak ehiya lo harus denger dan hapalkan lagu sugar, we're going down dan a little less sixteen candles-nya fall out boy! anja keren banget loh haha eh biasa sih sebenernya-_-


oke cukup deh bacotnya wakakak see later! gue mau kembali hilang ditelan bumi hehehe dan mau ke dreamland ketemu mr.tertawa dan mr.vokal :* byebyeeee hohoho (anak random-_-)

old memories in old draft

I just read my old draft in my tumblr. I think i didn’t post it because it’s a “secret” hm……..Not my secret but “public secret” -__- I think everybody knew about that, lol……. Btw in that draft, there’s my short story when i wanted to say “sorry” to him before this Ramadhan. Aaaargh! I remember it! It was really difficult to say “sorry” to him because i’m afraid to met him and talked to him but i did it and i really happy awww :’) Even though we just shaked hands and i just said “maaf ya” and he didn’t say anything but it made me really “lega” hohoho and honestly i really miss Lebaran days in 2009! Aaaargh! I miss him smooch and i miss my old class smooch :””( And maybe i will always regret my fault.............oke bye, i wanna study math and history (again) because tomorrow still mid-semeter ugh >,< 

*i'm not fluent in english-_-*

100 truth(s)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. 


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : milk
2. Last phone call : daddy
3. Last text message : arief ^^
4. Last song you listened to : lihat lebih dekat - sherina
5. Last time you cried : forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone : yes
7. Been cheated on : nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : ups....nope!
9. Lost someone special : of course, and i hate it >,<
10. Been depressed : yes
11. Been drunk and threw up : nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. green
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend : of course
17. Laughed until you *nearly* cried : almost everyday ^^
18. Met someone who changed you : dunno
19. Found out who your true friends were : honestly, i dont think so hm
20. Found out someone was talking about you : yep
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list on Facebook : uuu....yap-_-
22. How many people on your friends list (Facebook) do you know in real life : almost all of them
23. How many kids do you want to have : just 2, Keluarga Berencana^^
24. Do you have any pets : yep! i've a cat and fish
25. Do you want to change your name : nope! i love my name, unyuh~
26. What did you do for your last birthday : forgot
27. What time did you wake up today : 12:10, lol
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : sleep
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : LEBARAN ^-^
30. Last time you saw your Mother : sahur-_-
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : cara berpikir dan sifat-_-"
32. What are you listening to right now : sherina's and sadam's voice
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Tomas and Tommy, errr
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : him, nyoeh wkwkw
35. Most visited webpage : twitter, blog, facebook, and msn
36. Whats your real name : Maria Ulfah Rahmat
37. Nicknames : Maria, Ulfah, Mariul, Deul, Pe'a, Mamar, Marimar, etc
38. Relationship Status : single happy ;p
39. Zodiac sign : Gemini Gurl
40. Male or female : ma......female deng lol
41. Elementary : Grade 1-5 in 1st semester in SD 10 Kendari, and then grade 5 in 2nd semester - grade 6 in SDS Kartika X-2
42. Middle School : 161 JHS
43. High school/college : 47 SHS, and i hope i will continue my college in Fakultas Kedokteran Universitas Indonesia (FKUI), AMIN!
44. Hair colour : black
45. Tall or short : short
46. Height : 160-_-"

47. Do you have a crush on someone : ups.....it's a yes ;)
48: What do you like about yourself : i'm clever, smart, briliant, diligent, and patient wkwkwk
49. Piercings : nope
50. Tattoos : aw cool, but....it's a no!
51. Righty or lefty : Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery : Alhamdulillah, nope^^
53. First piercing : ........dunno
54. First best friend : sella, ical, bowo, yolen, dkk-_-
55. First sport you joined : for...got
56. First vacation : hospital, lol
58. First pair of trainers : dont know


RIGHT NOW
59. Eating : i'm fasting
60. Drinking : fa-fa-fasting
61. Doing : watching petualangan sherina, and blogging
62. Listening to : rain sound
63. Waiting on : youuu (?)

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids : of course
65. Get Married : he eh
66. Career : be a doctor specialist for children^^

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes : eyes
68. Hugs or kisses : hugs
69. Shorter or taller : taller >,<
70. Older or Younger : older
71. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud : loud! 
74. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : nooo
77. Drank hard liquor : nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts : yes
79. Sex on first date : aw aw, nope
80. Broken someone's heart : i hope no, hohoho
82. Been arrested : no
83. Turned someone down : yes
84. Cried when someone died : hehehe....yes
85. Fallen for a friend : yap

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : of course
87. Miracles : yes
88. Love at first sight : upsss....yes :p
89. Heaven : of courseeee
90. Santa Claus : nope. just imagination
91. Kiss on the first date : no
92. Angels : believe do not believe (?)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : uuuuu...no! i'm single now huhu-_-
95. Did you sing today : ......yes ;p
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go : 16years!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what : 13 Juli 2009!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : no
100. Posting this as 100 truths : yeppyyyy :p